Isn't it awful what we get used to? Walking around in a shroud of pain that we can't believe that everyone cannot see? Going through life with a hole blown in our hearts and wondering how everything and everyone else seems so normal? I know some of you know what i mean, i have heard it from you.
This is not me right now, not right now, but i see my Sil in this place. It is a lonely place. So lonely. She will be losing her husband. She sees it coming, which i did not. And if/when he dies, will it be any easier knowing that someone did love her? I don't know.
Pain is not a competition, But it is alone.
I am here. You are right. You can have people to witness the pain. People to say, I am here. But pain is definitely alone. Sometimes it stays constant, and later, when it subsides, it still comes and goes. It's a wry bastard.
ReplyDeleteThe pain eases, eventually, life goes on. That's the hardest part about death and life I suppose, is that it just goes on.
ReplyDeletePain is intimate. It communicates to the sufferer in a unique language that remains largely indecipherable to onlookers. But what do onlookers REALLY know?
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