Eleventh

There are storms we cannot weather. - Les Miserables

Truth in song lyrics.

I am lost.  I am broken.  I am glad you don't know me, you would be as ashamed of me as i am.  This is why i cannot take the people i know, the people who used to know me, with me on this journey.  It is as ugly as raw pain can get.  And it is indulgent on my part.  

I hope that it is drawing the poison from my heart.